InsaneJournal

i've been told that i'm not approachable. i'm scary to go up and talk to at first glance. i look like a stuck-up bitch. get the courage to talk to me and i promise it won't be a waste of your time.
i am 19 years old. but, some people might think i'm older. i don't play childish games. i'm mature. more mature then most people my age. and i'd have it no other way. i have my goals and dreams. and i'm pursuing them. i'm going to school for medical assisting, and i will be in the field in january. i love it. i have my hobbies; i draw. i paint. i sing. i read. i have a big heart. if you have my trust, you are damn lucky. lose my trust, and i wish you all the luck in the world to get it back. i'm very close to my family, and my friends. they are the people i would do anything for. i'm very protective of the ones i love, no matter what. the one person i've trusted my heart with has taken care of it, and always will. Jason Elmore. my boyfriend. my soldier. i've been through a lot of shit, and it's made me who i am today. it takes a lot to break me. get on my bad side and you will regret it. if i don't like you, trust me.. you will know. i have a venomous attitude. i'm probably the clumsiest person you will meet. i do stupid things without realising it. i don't have a filter. i say whatever comes to mind. don't like it? oh well. i dance like an asshole in public. i like to make a scene just to get people to stare. i burp frequently and i'm proud of it. i'm not girly. i hate wearing makeup and i love wearing my boyfriend's shorts. :] i swear like it's my job. i don't care what people think of me, at all. i love country music.. and hardcore metal/rock. i love anime and video games. japan is the one place i want to visit before i die.

my life is perfect. even with all of it's imperfections.